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Trials and tribulations

 Oh my Allah, I left this blog behind for so long. It is both saddening and joyful to read at this moment. It reminds me of my past life so much and I am glad I still have this blog. I have shut down my Facebook and Instagram accounts because he said he hates the fact that I shared his pictures on the social media. Because I was desperate to cling on the title of an obedient wife, I obeyed even though deep inside I knew that it wont change his mind anyway. Oh my Allah, I wish I could write more. The world has changed 180 degrees since my last entry. Maybe I should summarize it in bullet points like my thesis ;-)

1. Report duty after I finished my master degree. 

2. Brief life in Kuantan. 

3. My PhD journey and all the depressive episodes. 

4. My comebacks (plural because I thought I have hit rock bottom again and again). 

5. The philosophy maze. 

6. The hectic data collection phase. 

7. Meeting old friends (at the hospitals) and new friends (workshops and seminars and coaching circles). 

8. The pandemic storm. End of my marriage. 

There you go. Till next time.